Dear M.S.:
Generally speaking going back to old relationships rarely work out!
Here is a brief Tarot reading regarding your question.
Three men stand on 3 sides of you. One is a relationship or association that is passing and nearing its end. Emotionally you know it is for the best. One points to the future and one stands as a prominent figure in your life who has influenced you in previous decision making. That is why you find it hard to make up your own mind at times because you regard this man as a guide or a barometer for you in making decisions. He has previously acted like a consultant to you.
The man has an air of authority and at heart is rather militant. Maybe a lawyer or someone who works in an official capacity, a legal-type. He is supportive of you and influences your feelings of well being and peace of mind but has interfered in your life more than you realise.
Hence again reasons why you feel somewhat indecisive. Someone else subtly attempting to pull the strings.
There is a figure; a man who points to your future. He is lively and generous and good hearted . With an infectious sense of humour. Full of innovative ideas and plans. He is enthusiastic about some new project which may catch your imagination. He carries some Spiritual knowledge which also attracts you.
Maybe it is time to take charge of your own decision-making and not be swayed by others, because their agenda may not be the same as yours.
The outcome is mostly in your own hands and there are strong indications that a career move or even a change of address will bring much satisfaction. There seems to be few obstacles for you in doing whatever you want. Provided it is you that decide. Most of the confusion you feel comes from others asserting their energy when you should be shaking it off.
We must all give ourselves space at times, so that our emotional and mental energy can settle. Find time to be alone, to sit and ponder; some soul searching may be required. Certain conclusions to relationship difficulties and problems in general come when the mind is quiet.
A fourth younger male stands near you expectantly. The relationship has reached a stalemate. It cannot move either forward or back. This person causes you some irritation because he seems to be bogged down in red tape. He is dependable and careful but in your heart you know there is nothing important to gain from his attentions or association; things will start to move forward for you very soon once you realise this.
Picture yourself in beautiful flowing clothes in an ornamental garden, the weather is sunny, the skies clear. The atmosphere is peaceful, tranquil, the air full of intangible joy. You are calm and content and have all necessary wealth and comfort. You have material benefits to show for all your hard work. In this most complete picture is the culmination and perfection of water- emotions in its most beneficial aspect.
“True Wisdom Self-fulfilled in Perfect Happiness.”
God Bless.
